tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6620212011-07-31T03:54:41.207-07:00Shades of LifeThey call me on and on...Jexashttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02983178848868917654noreply@blogger.comBlogger1101100tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-662021.post-32487354257253485552010-04-10T10:36:00.000-07:002010-04-10T12:54:27.311-07:00It's amazing the timing God has on things. Especially in my life lately with what He wants to deal with. For the last few years He & I have been dealing with offenses I have towards Him... & most of that has been completely surprising to me. A few years ago I dealt w/ the offense of my father dying & how I was holding God at arms length with the blame I held out in front of Him. That was finally Jexashttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02983178848868917654noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-662021.post-39452914599637287952010-03-16T23:50:00.000-07:002010-03-17T00:04:59.394-07:00"You only get what you give..." been thinkin' about that tonight. I've been "giving" a lot of cynicism & doubt lately. Not exactly something I wanna be "getting". Looking over some areas of my life I wonder if things will change, get better, happen. A part of me thinks, why should they, why would they? And all of us have that part. But you have to be careful of entertaining that part too much. Jexashttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02983178848868917654noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-662021.post-90526746829384724472010-03-13T13:28:00.000-08:002010-03-13T13:34:04.814-08:00Well, let's see if I start using this again. I make an effort probably about once a year... come and change things up & then never return. But I REALLY am gonna try to get back to blogging. I know how much my "reader" misses me. ;-) Life is ridiculously busy but I think if I just get through the next month/ month and a half, I'll be good to go, plus it'll be SUMMER! Or atleast it better be!Jexashttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02983178848868917654noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-662021.post-32446922775611185322008-06-29T22:17:00.000-07:002008-06-30T10:41:38.808-07:00This is my 10-20 playlist. All the "mainstream" songs I loved in the 2nd decade of my life... Some I still love, some it's pretty embarrassing. Either way, here it is.
Jexashttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02983178848868917654noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-662021.post-27861967433111573392007-05-01T23:11:00.000-07:002007-05-01T23:14:42.855-07:00I just helped my best friend pick out the ring he is planning on giving to his girlfriend.Weird.Jexashttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02983178848868917654noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-662021.post-18802754168355945872007-04-24T23:28:00.000-07:002007-04-24T23:29:14.432-07:00Jexashttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02983178848868917654noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-662021.post-3901041034325217942007-04-09T22:42:00.000-07:002007-04-09T22:43:48.042-07:00In case you haven't seen this yet...Jexashttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02983178848868917654noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-662021.post-33305951956050313642007-04-04T21:17:00.000-07:002007-04-04T21:24:37.560-07:00I have had 3 dreams lately... or rather, I have remembered in detail 3 dreams. That is a big deal. I NEVER remember dreams. I can count on one hand dreams that I really remember from my whole life. The first 2 I thought had no meaning and were just funny and weird. Then I talked to my mentor about them briefly, laughing them off. She thought that they could have some signifigance if I remember Jexashttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02983178848868917654noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-662021.post-66526767667529991932007-03-21T00:04:00.000-07:002007-03-21T00:05:45.140-07:00I don't like that you are that good looking.You are driving me crazy!Stop it!Jexashttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02983178848868917654noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-662021.post-1117324466059454612005-05-28T16:41:00.000-07:002005-05-28T16:54:26.090-07:00So I have been neglecting my blog over here and have become obsessed with MySpace. A lot of people from my old Bible college do their thing there so it's been fun to goof off over there. But this will always be my blog home. :) Where it all began... almost 5 years ago. Dang I'm freakin old... 5 years ago I was 17! This guy came in the store today to hit on Leonor and he was real cute and so she Jexashttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02983178848868917654noreply@blogger.com7tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-662021.post-1116083473941975302005-05-14T08:05:00.000-07:002005-05-14T08:11:13.953-07:00So yesterday was my birthday (Thanx Leonor for taking me out after work for a few drinks) but today comes the real celebration. Friends from TBI coming to hang out for the day/ night, goin to an ASTROS GAME!!!! Fun will be had. Oh, also,here's a little bit of a funny thing... my co workers got a me a build a bear for my birthday. Whats funny about it is that they know when I was 14, I begged my Jexashttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02983178848868917654noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-662021.post-1115959552315181202005-05-12T21:28:00.000-07:002005-05-12T21:45:52.323-07:00So, to the 2 people, who supposedly consider me one of their best friends, yet completely bailed on me, even though I really needed them, and I'm always there for them, What I really would like to say is YALL SUCK... or no, I'd rather use different words, but I will refrain. However, I am trying to find comfort in the fact that what goes around comes around, so good for me and krap for them... Jexashttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02983178848868917654noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-662021.post-1115799822962222452005-05-11T01:15:00.000-07:002005-05-11T01:23:42.986-07:00This weekend will be fun and I CAN NOT WAIT! I will be done with school for the semester, I will have Saturday and Sunday off, I'm going to an Astro's game, and some of my dearest friends from TBI are coming to spend this birthday weekend with me, and I couldn't be happier! It's just gonna be so great! :) All I need now is for the Astros to get their act together for Saturday! I don't think the Jexashttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02983178848868917654noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-662021.post-1115190537628511542005-05-03T23:49:00.000-07:002005-05-04T00:08:57.713-07:00So I went to the concert on Sunday and it was great. I got to the place about 7:45 and the front row was open, so I was like, shoot, why not? So I sat about 6 feet from Don who was tuning his guitar and he looks up and was like HEY! So I was like HEY! It’s kewl when someone who means a lot to you, but shouldn’t really remember you, does. So then I called Kris for a bit and she was like tell him Jexashttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02983178848868917654noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-662021.post-1114726702890095992005-04-28T14:56:00.000-07:002005-04-28T15:18:22.890-07:00Ok, so I just lowered a HUGE bomb on my best friend. I told Sweet I wasn't sure that I could commit to signing a lease with her for 6 months because I don't know where I'll be in 6 months. We have bought so much stuff for the house. I was her stability and she was mine. And anyone who knows me knows that stability is my #1 everything. However, when God asked me to lay everything down, I did, but Jexashttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02983178848868917654noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-662021.post-1114574867050596042005-04-26T20:56:00.000-07:002005-04-26T21:07:47.050-07:00Ok, so I've been posting little quizzes, song lyrics, and dumb krap like that for the past month because I have not been wanting to face the facts that I feel like I'm falling apart, falling farther away from me, and falling farther into a place where it's all about me. I'm so frustrated right now. I'm frustrated with school, with work, with friends, with family, with my spiritual life, with the Jexashttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02983178848868917654noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-662021.post-1113599604125238932005-04-15T14:11:00.000-07:002005-04-15T14:13:24.126-07:00:x: name = Jess:x: piercings = Nose:x: tattoos = none yet:x: height= 5'5:x: shoe size = 7 1/2:x: hair color = almost black brown :x: siblings = 2 lil sisters, 3 lil bro'sLAST.. :x: movie you rented = Napoleon Dynamite:x: song you listened to = Blood on The Ground- Incubus:x: song that was stuck in your head= Hollaback Girl - Gwen Steffani:x: cd you listened to = Keith Urban- Be Here:x: person Jexashttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02983178848868917654noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-662021.post-1112827045957384822005-04-06T15:35:00.000-07:002005-04-06T15:37:25.956-07:00Methy... where the krap do you find all those little quizzes!??71% (Dixie). You are a solid Southerner! And you are?Jexashttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02983178848868917654noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-662021.post-1112581472633633072005-04-03T19:22:00.001-07:002005-04-03T21:49:42.316-07:00While some people *cough* methy *cough* won't admit they copied their other friends' blog's, I will... I'm a big fat copy cat but do it anyway! Take my Quiz on QuizYourFriends.com!Jexashttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02983178848868917654noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-662021.post-1112124025190404582005-03-29T11:19:00.000-08:002005-03-29T11:20:25.196-08:00One more kiss could be the best thingBut one more lie could be the worstAnd all these thoughts are never restingAnd you're not something I deserveIn my head there's only you nowThis world falls on meIn this world there's real and make believeAnd this seems real to meYou love me but you don't know who I amI'm torn between this life I lead and where I standAnd you love me but you don't know who I Jexashttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02983178848868917654noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-662021.post-1111824550724087882005-03-25T21:55:00.000-08:002005-03-26T00:09:10.726-08:00Thank you Jesus. Thank you.Jexashttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02983178848868917654noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-662021.post-1111535811718492342005-03-22T15:57:00.000-08:002005-03-22T15:56:51.720-08:00So how is everyone doing? Well I hope. I've had a pretty kewl last week or so. Spring break was just what I needed. I had such a great time. I worked a lot, but outside of that I was able to relax, see my family, spend time with friends, and just have a good time. Highlights of Spring Break:1.) I'm getting a nice refund from the government that is going towards my trip to Oregon this summer to Jexashttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02983178848868917654noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-662021.post-1110159195758268952005-03-06T17:21:00.000-08:002005-03-06T17:33:28.846-08:00I have gone on a DC Talk trip lately. I don't know why, but it's here. I repurchased the Jesus Freak album since the one I bought like 10 years ago is insanely scratched up. I remember when it first came out, thinking that album was the greatest thing ever. As much smack as people talk about them (they're unoriginal, they're overated, sell-outs, a bunch of no talent losers surrounded by hype [Jexashttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02983178848868917654noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-662021.post-1109273098463483782005-02-24T11:21:00.000-08:002005-03-06T17:20:42.196-08:00Lastnight I rushed over to my Moms side of town because my sister told me my Mom was going into the hospital. To sum it all up, we found out that it is most likely fybroid tumors and her uterus is enlarged. They really couldn't do much for her except give her a prescription for vicoden, and some antibiotics to prevent infection. Unfortunately she doesn't have any money to get the prescriptions Jexashttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02983178848868917654noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-662021.post-1108580125690845582005-02-16T10:54:00.000-08:002005-02-16T10:55:25.693-08:00So, I have been the queen of nostalgia the last 2 weeks. So many things that I can't quite pinpoint, but I've just missed stuff. Superbowl Sunday I was supposed to have a big party of people from my old high school youth group, my dad (the youth pastor), and it was gonna be awesome. Well one of the people who was supposed to bring about half the people in his car ended up not being able to make Jexashttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02983178848868917654noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-662021.post-1107284988735992292005-02-01T11:07:00.000-08:002005-02-01T11:09:48.736-08:00So this weekend was pretty fun. I went to Leighs and we wrote a song together. We have the music and melody line down. I'm still arranging the words, but I'm very excited at how it is turning out.
I made my family and Leigh watch Napoleon Dynamite... hehehe I have to share the joy! :) I also watched Alien Vs. Predator with the guys. I was gonna go home relatively early on Sunday night, just so IJexashttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02983178848868917654noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-662021.post-1106981592901952062005-01-28T22:51:00.000-08:002005-01-28T22:53:12.900-08:00Tomorrow after I get off of work I am heading over to my Mom's side of town. Im meeting up with Leigh to write some music together. So that'll be kewl. :)
I am having to kill myself daily, hourly, minutely sometimes. I have been really working on how much I talk, make my opinion known, judge others who aren't doing things exactly how I think they should, and overall on the pride that I've allowedJexashttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02983178848868917654noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-662021.post-1106687255449840422005-01-25T12:56:00.000-08:002005-01-25T13:07:35.450-08:00Wow... no nominations for Farenhiet 9/11 or The Passion of The Christ at the Academies this year... oh wait excuse me. Passion got a nod in makeup and original score... nothing though really about the content or acting ability in the film. LOL
In my years in drama, theatre and other acting pursuits I have found that Jesus is the hardest role to play (I had to play it twice (a beard is not fun to Jexashttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02983178848868917654noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-662021.post-1106595103836369762005-01-24T11:22:00.000-08:002005-01-24T11:31:43.836-08:00You ever notice how there are so many books out that are Christian and have nothing to do with Jesus? Ok, I know what you're thinking... I'm about to talk about how something is defined as Christian when the words Jesus, God, Bible, a scripture or some other form of Christianese is in it... absolutely not. In fact I hate that thinking. It's ridiculous. I believe the Lord looks at the heart. Jexashttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02983178848868917654noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-662021.post-1106333615287674342005-01-21T10:50:00.000-08:002005-01-21T10:53:35.286-08:00How come the Praise and Worship Station on my Launchcast player is not understanding to NEVER PLAY THE MARANATHA SINGERS AGAIN!?!? Jexashttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02983178848868917654noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-662021.post-1106122593225980902005-01-18T23:49:00.000-08:002005-01-19T00:16:33.226-08:00Jen, imitation is the greatest form of flattery... so, basically, I'm about to copy you. :)
Likes:
Comfy sweat pants
Alone time with Jesus
My best friend
Macaroni and Cheese from Luby's
The first day of class
Flopping on the couch after a night at work
Conan O'Brien's funny faces
Dislikes:
The defensive driving video I'm watching
Having to stay up late because I have so much to do
The MaranathaJexashttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02983178848868917654noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-662021.post-1106074922948077532005-01-18T10:53:00.000-08:002005-01-18T11:02:02.950-08:00It's my first day at school for the spring semester and I just finished my english class and go to algebra in a minute. I am looking through some online tools for my english class and while doing so I'm listening to Praise and Worship music on Launch. I've heard some good songs that I love and one in particular was just "My Glorious" by Passion. I love the Delirious version the best, but the way Jexashttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02983178848868917654noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-662021.post-1105939788146628492005-01-16T21:16:00.000-08:002005-01-16T21:29:48.146-08:00The last 2 weeks I have been doing a lot of praying, a lot of self-examination, a lot of laying things down. I've been so unsatisfied with my life, annoyed with circumstances around me, cynical about everyone and everything, and allowing myself to slip and become slack in many areas of my life. My walk with God hasn't necessarily been bad or anything at all, but it was at a place where the level Jexashttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02983178848868917654noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-662021.post-1105342528390092802005-01-09T23:13:00.000-08:002005-01-09T23:35:28.390-08:00So I ended up not going out with PJ and Emily afterall. She got called into work at the last minute so we had to cancel... I was just annoyed that I no longer had plans for the night! So I stayed at my moms and watched some Alias episodes from season 1, and then Eric came over at about midnight, so me, Eric, and my sisters Tay and Heather went downtown to Katz's and ate some gooood food. I didn'tJexashttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02983178848868917654noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-662021.post-1105080166449046502005-01-06T22:31:00.000-08:002005-01-06T22:42:46.450-08:00I am at my Mom's house tonight with her and my sisters. We've had a good time tonight laughing and goofing off and stuff. We just finished watching a movie called Hanging Up that stars Meg Ryan, Diane Keaton, and Lisa Kudrow. It never got great reviews or stayed in the theatre long, but my sisters and I love it. We watch it and laugh at all of the little quirks the sisters have and how they Jexashttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02983178848868917654noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-662021.post-1104993427221113182005-01-05T22:10:00.000-08:002005-01-05T22:37:07.220-08:00Tonight, Alias began it's 4th season and began it with quite a bang! I loved it. I spent the day with my best friend, Sweet, watching old seasons and catching her up on what's going on (quite a task) because she was interested in the show. She's into J.J. Abrams' other show Lost. I watched some tonight and bits and peices other times and I just can't seem to get past that there might be a "Jexashttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02983178848868917654noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-662021.post-1104908294668019732005-01-04T22:30:00.000-08:002005-01-04T22:58:14.666-08:00So today I continued to fight of sickness and I'm glad to say I have almost won the battle. I could taste today so that was good. :) I have been thinking about what the next 5 months of my life are gonna be like and I have come up with the phrase unprecedented business. Full time job and full time school. I know I am so blessed to have both. I thank God for it. The only thing I am having a hard Jexashttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02983178848868917654noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-662021.post-1104823619259078392005-01-03T22:43:00.000-08:002005-01-03T23:26:59.260-08:00Ok so one of my New Years Resolutions is to blog more. So here I am. It was a great year! A lot of blessings! Kinda a quick run down...
January- Finished my job at the fireworks stand, opened my first bank account, and became a real grown up. LOL My best friend Christian came down from Oregon and we went to Summit together. Awesome times. Oh and I got my first cell phone!
February- Gave the Jexashttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02983178848868917654noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-662021.post-1088886027948069972004-07-03T12:35:00.000-07:002004-07-03T13:20:27.950-07:00Things are going well here. More changes, and more things heading in the right direction. Sweet moved out last week. She moved in with her sister, who has 4 kids, and I just don't know how she does it. Would drive me nuts! But more power to her if she's happy. I don't see, or talk to her much. I think she's happy with Scott and that's about all that matters to her. Hopefully when she gets a phoneJexashttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02983178848868917654noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-662021.post-1087633804319049282004-06-19T00:34:00.000-07:002004-06-19T01:30:04.320-07:00I feel so alone. Completely alone. The struggles, the joys, the life I'm living: no one seems to be able to relate, understand, or remotely care (this isn't about that though). I know everyone goes through this, everyone has this phase. This segment has been going on for quite some time though. It's getting tired. I'm getting tired.
There's a phone next to me with NO ONE to call and talk to Jexashttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02983178848868917654noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-662021.post-1086857720607988802004-06-10T00:48:00.000-07:002004-06-10T01:55:20.606-07:00Ok, so I haven't posted in awhile. It's been busy lately, and a lot has been going on. Some changes going on, and I'm happy about it. :)
So I had my birthday party on the 14th @ Fajita Flats. Had an absolute blast! It was so fun! Thanx to everyone who came!
On the 16th I went out to lunch with Glenn and Zina (pastors) after church and it was fine. Towards the end of the lunch I decided to talk Jexashttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02983178848868917654noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-662021.post-1084517447512397092004-05-13T23:48:00.000-07:002004-05-13T23:50:47.513-07:00This is from something I read back in 2001 on President Bush that I found just a minute ago, and wanted to share with yall. I really love this man.
"The promises of our Declaration of Independence are not just for the strong, the independent or the healthy. They are for everyone, including unborn children," his statement said. "We share a great goal, to work toward a day when every child is Jexashttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02983178848868917654noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-662021.post-1084516624303872812004-05-13T23:13:00.000-07:002004-05-13T23:37:04.303-07:00Today, or rather yesterday was my birthday. Got a lot of birthday calls, text's, and emails. Was very sweet. Thank you everyone who did so. Just ran a lot of errands today, drove over 2 hours in the storming rain day. Yuk. I went and practiced with my band tonight. That went well. But leave it up to my birthday not to be normal! PJ messages me today. He went off to Teen Challenge to get his life Jexashttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02983178848868917654noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-662021.post-1084251868417969362004-05-10T20:46:00.000-07:002004-05-10T22:04:28.416-07:00Let's see... I went to TBI Graduation this past weekend to see some friends graduate. I was so proud of all of them. They did such a great job this year and all grew so much. I got to see some of the alumni I graduated with, and some close friends. We got there about midnight Friday night. We went around campus and talked to a bunch of people, made Eric get out of his dorm to talk to us, and Jexashttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02983178848868917654noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-662021.post-1083726175640384012004-05-04T20:02:00.000-07:002004-05-04T20:06:07.436-07:00WOOOO!!!!!!!!! Man this weekend was AWESOME!!! Wooooo!!!! I had the best time ever! Left here about 3:15 am, go to Sherman about 7:15 am. Harley and Lorna are 2 kewl people. :) We left about 10:30 for Kansas City, stopped in Tulsa to pick Candace up, and got to Kansas City at about 5:30. During the ride we had a great time asking questions and laughing. Hey Lorna, are there any highways? Ha Ha! Jexashttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02983178848868917654noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-662021.post-1083270849297465902004-04-29T13:34:00.000-07:002004-04-29T13:37:15.390-07:00Yay! I'm going to Kansas City! I'm in the middle of packing, and organizing right now. Woo! I'm pumped! HaHa! Angie just sent me Ramen in the package she sent me! Silly girl! I'm goin to work tonight, then watching a movie with Sweet (she has to see Mean Girls tonight). Then I'll be coming home, getting all my stuff in the car, and leaving at about 3 am. Yay! Pray for safety while I'm traveling! Jexashttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02983178848868917654noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-662021.post-1083136630843191982004-04-28T00:17:00.000-07:002004-04-28T00:20:15.606-07:00Today I went to work. There was shoplifter. BLUH! Sweet got a job at the mall too working at the movie theatre. So we went to go see Ladykillers after work. We walked out after 30 minutes. It just did not hold my attention, the cussing was distracting as it made everyone, and the movie look ignorant. Tomorrow we plan on seeing 13 Going on 30, and Thursday, Mean Girls. Yay! HaHa!
I got an email Jexashttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02983178848868917654noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-662021.post-1083050423725053932004-04-27T00:20:00.000-07:002004-04-27T00:31:58.326-07:00So I went to the party. Man I was tired. I was up 'til 4 am the night before working on her present, and was an hour late to the party (not a big deal) cuz I was working on it more. Her present is right here. It started off kinda bumpy. I was kinda quiet, shy, and was isolating myself. That's NOT ME. After awhile Stephanie grabbed me to sit outside w/ her. So I was out there talking with her and Jexashttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02983178848868917654noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-662021.post-1082788429165568452004-04-23T23:33:00.000-07:002004-04-23T23:36:49.653-07:00I got a call the other day from a friend of mine, Leigh. I've known him for about 5 years I think... wow! Almost 6! I've been in the TAG Praise and Worship band with him, then we had out own outreach band as well. When I left for TBI that whole thing died, and I haven't done anything since music wise. I've missed it so much. So he calls, and says he's starting a new project, and wants me in it. Jexashttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02983178848868917654noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-662021.post-1082612331224577152004-04-21T22:38:00.000-07:002004-04-21T22:41:49.763-07:00Went to work today and our DM (district manager) was there. His name is Ernie. He's a pretty kewl guy. He said he loved my smile and personality, but says I need to be as outgoing as I am, w/ the customers. I just try to be polite and not too loud, but I see what he's saying. Tim (McGraw) didn't win for the category he was up for at Flameworthy's which stinks, but his good pal Kenny (Chesney) wonJexashttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02983178848868917654noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-662021.post-1082533276687198592004-04-21T00:41:00.000-07:002004-04-21T00:44:14.123-07:00It's been yet again, a long time since I have blogged on my... wow! Almost 4 year old blog! Dang! I might have to do a tribute post one of these days! LOL So what's up with me? I moved out. I live w/ Sweet and her stepdad Casey an hour away from my family. That's been going well. For awhile there it was pretty rocky w/ me and Sweet. Not becuz we lived together, but becuz she got involved w/ Jexashttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02983178848868917654noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-662021.post-1067898261533174052003-11-03T14:24:00.000-08:002003-11-03T14:24:19.996-08:00Wow, so I know it's been an extremely long time since I have posted anything on here. It's been a crazy past 2 months. I'll try to sum things up quickly. #1- Jason is gone. He decided to be a big man one day and throw my mom into the TV, and bang her up pretty bad. I called the cops, he got hauled off to jail, the cops set a protective order against him, his court date is this Friday. I pray he Jexashttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02983178848868917654noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-662021.post-1063082828250834992003-09-08T21:47:00.000-07:002003-09-09T11:22:50.080-07:00Written on August 25th- Along with everyone's great advice, I got another good peice today... This lady said to me, that since I feel so stiffled in the house, I don't like the person I am, I'm sad, and angry all the time, even if I don't show it... she said that maybe I would be a better help to my sisters outside the house by showing them a good, happy, prosperous me, that I could be a better Jexashttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02983178848868917654noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-662021.post-1061456476962415662003-08-21T02:01:00.000-07:002003-08-21T02:01:16.893-07:00There is a possibility I could be out of here by Christmas. How? In Nov. the house Shannon (Daddy's wife) has been leasing, right down the street from where she is now, to people for years, the lease will be up, so she's gonna move back into it, and has offered me a room of my own, plus her and Dad wanna get me a car!!
Very kewl, I know, but no one knows, and I cant tell my Mom...she would hate Jexashttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02983178848868917654noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-662021.post-1060146931944331252003-08-05T22:15:00.000-07:002003-08-05T22:15:31.976-07:00Just wanted to say that I think Joel is one of the bestest people in the whole wide world! You are so awesome, and have encouraged me in the Lord more than you'll ever know... so much that I just spoke to Jason... and I wasn't, and am not mad about. I love you.Jexashttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02983178848868917654noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-662021.post-1060034871328986222003-08-04T15:07:00.000-07:002003-08-04T15:07:51.383-07:00The past couple of weeks have been pretty crazy to say the least. But this weekend was probably one of the funnest I have had in my life! I'll tell more about that at the end of the blog. But recently, I've had a few people come back into my life, some I didn't want in my life, and didn't really care about as far as their involvement in it. Then some, one in particular, whose loss of their Jexashttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02983178848868917654noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-662021.post-1059030134238909762003-07-24T00:02:00.000-07:002003-07-24T00:02:14.273-07:00My mom's phone was shut off, so I wasn't able to get online for almost 2 weeks. No word back yet from Old Navy, getting frustrated, annoyed, and needing some serious strength. I will update more soon.Jexashttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02983178848868917654noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-662021.post-1057648622744826332003-07-08T00:17:00.000-07:002003-07-08T00:31:56.530-07:00I have an interview on Saturday at Old Navy! Yay! I'm pretty sure I will get the job since I worked there before.
I started my sisters today on some books from the library. Tay's got "Adventures of Tom Sawyer", and "Huckleberry Fin", and Heather's doing some fun books from a series I read in 5th grade called Encyclopedia Brown. Mystery stuff. A lot of fun.
I got some info on one apartment Jexashttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02983178848868917654noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-662021.post-1057552711672404462003-07-06T21:38:00.000-07:002003-07-06T21:38:31.750-07:00It was so great being back at school. I got to go and be with my friends (my best friend mainly, Sweet 'n' Low), and just have a good time w/ a great group of kids. Being in the presence of God like I hadn't been in a while was awesome. There's just something about being "home". I loved being away from all the junk going on here at the house. It's been tough lately.
That's right... Jason's beingJexashttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02983178848868917654noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-662021.post-1056704491085956952003-06-27T02:01:00.000-07:002003-06-27T02:01:30.990-07:00I will be leaving Friday morning to go to camp/ school, so if you wanna get a hold of me, you can't. :) Have a good weekend everyone! I know I will! Be back on Monday!Jexashttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02983178848868917654noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-662021.post-1056612582276479352003-06-26T00:29:00.000-07:002003-06-26T00:29:42.283-07:00I went out to go apply at a few jobs yesterday. Old Navy and Gap. I will most likely get one of them, since I worked at Old Navy before, and they're both the same company (along with Banana Republic), and they always like "come-back's". I'll probably apply at Old Navy Outlet which is the same distance from me in a different direction. I am also gonna start tutoring my sister Taylor tomorrow for Jexashttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02983178848868917654noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-662021.post-1056359711824171132003-06-23T02:15:00.000-07:002003-06-23T02:15:11.853-07:00I am up yet again late at night. I have had a real hard time sleeping lately. So while I have been up, I have made a few changes to my blog, decided to post, caught up on some messages, and got to talk to Daniel for 5 seconds. I haven't talked to any of my friends in a long time (except Eric, he calls me everyday). Kaci emailed me 2 days ago. I always love hearing from her. I'm gonna see Sweet Jexashttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02983178848868917654noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-662021.post-1055578576323699502003-06-14T01:16:00.000-07:002003-06-14T01:16:16.373-07:00Jason (Mom's husband) will be moving back in on Thursday. He get's out after being in jail for 6 months. Originally he was gonna be staying somewhere else for a lil while then move back in after things were just, I dunno what the word is... I guess more comfortable? Anywayz. I'm a lil nervous, and at the same time, I don't care. I don't wanna be bossed around by someone who I don't really allow Jexashttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02983178848868917654noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-662021.post-1055578370545374982003-06-14T01:12:00.000-07:002003-06-14T01:12:50.593-07:00Jason (Mom's husband) will be moving back in on Thursday. He get's out after being in jail for 6 months. Originally he was gonna be staying somewhere else for a lil while then move back n after things were just, I dunno what the word is... I guess more comfortable? Anywayz. I'm a lil nervous, and at the same time, I don't care. I don't wanna be bossed around by someone who I don't really allow toJexashttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02983178848868917654noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-662021.post-1054791363241182632003-06-04T22:36:00.000-07:002003-06-04T22:36:03.523-07:00Something really kewl I came across today:
God, it seems unfair
Love was made to hurt
Maybe pain is just your way
To demonstrate what Love is worthJexashttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02983178848868917654noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-662021.post-1054617140463571032003-06-02T22:12:00.000-07:002003-06-02T22:12:20.500-07:00I got to go see Daddy's wife Sunday, and spend the night with her that night, and spent all day today with her. A lot of fun. Daddy is in Ohio right now, getting some work and things like that, and Shannon and the boys will go up there with him (he's coming down Wednesday) on Friday for the summer. It was just really kewl to see her, and the boys, and hang out. I love them so much, and can't waitJexashttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02983178848868917654noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-662021.post-951280202003-05-31T12:02:00.000-07:002003-05-31T12:02:06.653-07:00Here's something I posted on the SwimTeam yesterday afternoon. I really think even though I was encouraging others, I was speaking to myself, because it was about a couple of hours later when I needed it:
Yeah when I listen to it, I often hear myself singing it. "He's been promising me something more than pain..." That part always get's me, because so many times we are like "where's the promise,Jexashttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02983178848868917654noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-662021.post-951121302003-05-30T23:21:00.000-07:002003-05-30T23:21:14.316-07:00So, Krispy Kreme rawks the Casbah! I got to introduce a friend to them for the first time tonight... always fun. :) Boy, oh Boy are they good! Can't wait to have another in the morning! :)
I'm not the kind of person to change plans at the last minute (because I'm what "they" call a lil bit of a control freak), but I did, and ended up having a good time not doing much of anything with a friend. Jexashttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02983178848868917654noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-662021.post-950130202003-05-28T17:27:00.000-07:002003-05-28T17:27:56.146-07:00So since I have got back from school I have realized how much I've changed. So our house has always been loud, and fun, and goofy. I've always been fine w/ that 'cuz that's how I've always been. So, since I've been home I've had to cover my ears, leave the room, or leave the house to get away from all the noise. I don't know, it's weird. My family notices it too. I'm not mad at them at all, but Jexashttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02983178848868917654noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-662021.post-948333492003-05-24T10:45:00.000-07:002003-05-24T10:45:52.046-07:00One of the funniest things I've seen in a long time: Star Wars KidYou will need to download BitTorrent to view.Jexashttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02983178848868917654noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-662021.post-948289292003-05-24T08:18:00.000-07:002003-05-24T08:18:47.466-07:00I got to catch up with an old best friend a few days ago. That was kewl. Her and I have known eachother from 6th grade to now. We were best friends from the start. We've been through everything together: Her Dad leaving, my Dad dying, me getting engaged (2wice), her "knowing" who the one was... crazy stuff, that never did turn out the way we thought they would. Anywayz. I was always the crazy, Jexashttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02983178848868917654noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-662021.post-941316232003-05-10T20:31:00.000-07:002003-05-13T23:21:57.000-07:00Well, Here it is... my big update. I haven't wrote in this blog for about 10 months! And, a lot has happened since then. I would recommend sitting back, propping up your feet, and getting ready to be here for a while to read this, or just do it in sessions. :) Yep, it's that long. :) I'm gonna do it a month by month thing so as not to skip around, forget things or confuse. Enjoy!
June- As you Jexashttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02983178848868917654noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-662021.post-791411842002-07-19T00:46:00.000-07:002002-07-19T00:46:30.650-07:00Ok, so I don't have to go into the detail of how my home life has been lately, cuz if you are reading this, you most likely know already. There was a big blow up in the house last Friday night, and it was not pretty. After about 2 months of keeping my mouth shut, and 5 minutes of him yelling at me, I finally let it out. I didn't say anything I shouldn't have said, I only said what I needed to. Jexashttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02983178848868917654noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-662021.post-787181282002-07-08T22:04:00.000-07:002002-07-11T09:47:51.000-07:00I feel like walking to Savannah barefoot. :)Jexashttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02983178848868917654noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-662021.post-786359542002-07-06T20:25:00.000-07:002002-07-06T20:49:38.000-07:00Hello everyone! I guess it has been quite a LONG time since I have blogged, so an update is in order. I graduated back in May from the 1st year program, on the Deans List, and was invited back to the "invitation only" 2nd year program called LTC (Leadership Training Course). I am very excited about it. While I am there I will be in the "School of Ministry", which are classes in which you learn Jexashttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02983178848868917654noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-662021.post-72746662001-11-20T12:51:00.000-08:002002-07-06T20:44:29.000-07:00Hello everyone! I'm back! Well for the week atleast. I'm doing absolutely wonderful at TBI. It's awesome. I am growing so much in God, and just learning so much about Him, and most importantly I'm becoming much more intimate with Him. I love him so much. I'm doing A LOT of studying, work around campus, dancing, singing, acting, and guitar playing. I also have the most awesome roommates. There's Jexashttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02983178848868917654noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-662021.post-56766152001-09-13T20:30:00.000-07:002001-09-13T20:30:54.913-07:00Well, this probably will be the last blog for a very long time. Saturday I leave for TBI. I'm at a place where I'm neutral about my leaving. I'm trying to be excited though. I really promise I am. It's kinda tough though. I think it's starting to hit all my friends, and it's even hitting my mom. She asked me what if she didnt want me to leave. I was like well it's a little to late for that (BTW- Jexashttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02983178848868917654noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-662021.post-52785462001-08-24T13:04:00.000-07:002001-08-24T13:04:36.990-07:00I need to start updating this blog more often. I know I'll appreciate it when I look back on this and see all the things that have happened. To update some, I'll take an excerpt out of a recent post I made to the SwimSite:
I confess I've been trying to figure out for days the words to use to let yall know about some stuff thats goin on w/ me. Me and Mom haven't been getting along for some monthsJexashttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02983178848868917654noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-662021.post-38951182001-06-01T22:23:00.000-07:002001-06-01T22:23:34.760-07:00Wow! Last published 4/6/01!!! It seems longer!! Is it just me or did April and May take FOREVER!?!? Ugh! Well here's a little update: I am signed up for the GED next Thursday, the 7th, and I got my liscence, and a car this past week!!! :) I won't be going to mexico, instead I am concentrating on finding a good job. A job that will consume about 40-50% of my time. I just wanna have a job, get Jexashttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02983178848868917654noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-662021.post-30870142001-04-05T23:25:00.000-07:002001-04-05T23:26:41.030-07:00I so titled this blog correctly. I look at myself, my life, and just everything about me, and realize I am this incredibly shallow, lazy, prideful, rude, self-involved, snobby, ignorant, ridiculous, immature, contaminated, dirty, blinded, uninvited, foolish, wicked chik. I mean, nothing good I feel has come of me lately. I want a job, I want to save up money, I want to grow up (sorta), I want to Jexashttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02983178848868917654noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-662021.post-30570462001-04-03T23:16:00.000-07:002001-04-03T23:17:15.773-07:00I have to agree Bet. Sco's Mom really Rawks.Jexashttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02983178848868917654noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-662021.post-30549692001-04-03T20:13:00.000-07:002001-04-03T20:13:45.163-07:00I don't know what the heck is wrong with me! I am just in this really really bad bad mood! I mean, just bad! I've got a bad headache, I'm frustrated, cuz I don't know all the details of this concert I have to do Saturday, and my attitude is just getting worse and worse. Ugh, I hate being like this, cuz I'm usually really happy, and fun, and all WoO HoO! Ugh, Im such a baby.Jexashttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02983178848868917654noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-662021.post-25656992001-02-27T22:03:00.000-08:002001-02-27T22:12:51.630-08:00I don't know what has been up with me lately, but I have been almost completely emotionless for the almost a week. It might be becuz of the situation, but I don't think so. It really hasn't done anything to me. I mean yeah I think about it, and I cried about it Wednesday night, but after that, nothing. I don't exactly mind it either. It's kinda kewl not crying, or being sad, or really feeling Jexashttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02983178848868917654noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-662021.post-25163632001-02-24T16:54:00.000-08:002001-02-24T17:03:24.863-08:00How come Ritz Crackers are so satisying?Jexashttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02983178848868917654noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-662021.post-24770132001-02-21T20:20:00.000-08:002001-02-21T20:29:05.240-08:00I have found the true meaning of love - Selflessness. I Love You. It's gonna be ok. Trust in the Lord with all of your heart. That's all I know to do, and all I will do. I Love You.Jexashttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02983178848868917654noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-662021.post-24474962001-02-19T21:37:00.000-08:002001-02-19T21:44:56.036-08:00Ok I found something I'm scared of (I said I'd post if I found something, and I've been talkin to Kris for a lil bit, and it came out during our conversation)... growing up. Definetly. I'm scared of getting a real job, starting college, having bills, and getting closer to my wedding day. I want to go back to the days when I could sit in my Daddys lap, read Sesame Street books all day long, play Jexashttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02983178848868917654noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-662021.post-24329562001-02-18T22:57:00.000-08:002001-02-18T23:02:50.146-08:00I found out that, the girl who was supposedly taking my place, isn't gonna be singing w/ the band after all, so I of course feel like a complete fool for getting so upset, but then again, Im pretty sure that if someone else comes along, I will yet, cry again. The Lock-in was TONS of fun, and the talent show was a blast to watch. I played the song, and sang, and was just a lil nervous. The stupid Jexashttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02983178848868917654noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-662021.post-23954852001-02-15T22:16:00.000-08:002001-02-15T22:23:13.490-08:00On a lighter note... Friday night, TAG is having a lock-in, and there's gonna be a talent show. Well, Im gonna be doing a few things w/ some friends (A drama I wrote where I took certain passages in the Bible, and ghettofied them. :) is one of them.), and then something on my own. Me, and my guitar for the first time in public. I am kinda nervous. Ive practiced like mad, but it's just liek woah. Jexashttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02983178848868917654noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-662021.post-23953042001-02-15T21:56:00.000-08:002001-02-15T22:03:15.693-08:00Ok, well I was pretty much fine since Sunday, and I'm trusting God through this whole matter, and all, but then Wednesday night comes. That's when the TMC class is, and afterwards a prayer meeting. Mom had to go to work early, and so I had to go up to the TAG center w/ Taylor (my younger sis who is doing the TMC), and I was just gonna put my stuff down, and go to the restaurant right across the Jexashttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02983178848868917654noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-662021.post-23676312001-02-13T20:05:00.000-08:002001-02-13T20:11:33.820-08:00Ok, I guess it's time for me to go ahead and explain what's going on. As most of yall know I have been doing a lot of nothing lately, seeing how I quit my job, and Im out of school, and have no car. I've also had a lot of problems w/ my Mom lately. Well, I decided I would have my GED taken care of by the time TMC (TAG's (a city wide youth group) leadership/Bible/servanthood class) started up Jexashttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02983178848868917654noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-662021.post-21998722001-01-31T22:49:00.000-08:002001-01-31T22:53:04.000-08:00"Ignorance is bliss."Is it for the one who is getting ignored though? I don't like being ignored. I like being trusted. I like being liked. I love being loved. I don't like being ignored though. I like being happy. I like being smart. I like being goofy. I don't like being ignored though. I like being funny. I like being peaceful. I like being me. But I don't like being ignored.Jexashttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02983178848868917654noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-662021.post-21870462001-01-30T21:04:00.000-08:002001-01-30T21:07:58.280-08:00Beyond the Water and the Melody... I've only had a small peice of the song on an mp3 I got off of T's Site. But I finally got it off of Napster today. I've been listening to it over and over and over, for an unknown reason. Kris says maybe Im reliving old memories. I dunno, maybe. Maybe it's just some new WD to listen to for me. :) Maybe it's out of fear (for those of you who don't know, it's a Jexashttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02983178848868917654noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-662021.post-20969402001-01-23T19:46:00.000-08:002001-01-23T19:46:23.440-08:00I'm so nervous about changing my hair color. I've had it Red for almost 5 years. And Im thinking about gradually going back to my natural color (a light brown w/ a few redish highlights) just to see what it would be like now. But this is like my RED hair. I dunno, maybe I'm just being a big baby about it. I can always go back to it, if I want to. But It's soooo nerve wrecking to me. I mean I LOVEJexashttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02983178848868917654noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-662021.post-20822102001-01-22T20:09:00.000-08:002001-01-22T20:09:07.050-08:00Yay! I don't have menangitis!Jexashttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02983178848868917654noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-662021.post-20776052001-01-22T14:09:00.000-08:002001-01-22T14:09:43.446-08:00WoW! That's the only way to describe how I feel about God. I'm so joyful, and ecstatic, and just thankful for where me and him are at right now in our relationship. I've never ever been at this place b4. It's incredible. Disappointed. That's how I feel about my friend's relationships with God. It's like they don't care. They know better than this, but it's almost like they think that being a "Jexashttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02983178848868917654noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-662021.post-20627542001-01-21T13:02:00.000-08:002001-01-21T13:02:37.743-08:00Thanx for doing that for me Maggie. This is as close to a computer animated version of me, made at StorTroopers . PJ modified the hair a lil, and put my name on my shirt, but yeah that's pretty much me. I'll try to get a real pic of me soon, since Maggie made me realize that Kris, Jodi, and Joel are the only Swimmers that know what I look like. Anywayz. I've got a lot to say that I will probably Jexashttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02983178848868917654noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-662021.post-20621352001-01-21T11:58:00.000-08:002001-01-21T12:03:47.360-08:00Jexashttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02983178848868917654noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-662021.post-20579732001-01-21T00:52:00.000-08:002001-01-21T00:52:37.550-08:00As I sit here, and look through the photo album of me and my friends at our site, and chat with a few people, I can't help but cry these incredible tears of joy, that I'm so thankful to cry. I'm looking around, and I see that I have a house, I have a computer, I have a blanket, I have Daddys wind pants, I have fingers to type this. But the one thing that is really getting to me is I have Friends.Jexashttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02983178848868917654noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-662021.post-20471262001-01-20T02:15:00.000-08:002001-01-20T02:15:57.276-08:00I am so thankful! Family is so wonderful! I have the most psycho family in the world. We've even had some of us get guns pulled on eachother by other family members, and other crazy stuff. But I love sitting around, talking about good times, bad times, laughing, and crying. Its the best feeling to be connected for a moment with family. Usually family gatherings end up badly, or just something badJexashttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02983178848868917654noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-662021.post-20462682001-01-19T23:27:00.000-08:002001-01-19T23:27:58.660-08:00Tonight was quite an interesting, and chaotic night. Annoying as well, for some of the part. The plans were to meet at the mall at 6, and then we'd head to the theatre to see Vertical limit at 7:15. So we (Me, Amanda, Taylor, and Matt) waited for 45 minutes for them, then decided to look for them, and came back at the same spot about 2 minutes later. So it was about 7:10 we decided to walk to theJexashttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02983178848868917654noreply@blogger.com0