Well, this probably will be the last blog for a very long time. Saturday I leave for TBI. I'm at a place where I'm neutral about my leaving. I'm trying to be excited though. I really promise I am. It's kinda tough though. I think it's starting to hit all my friends, and it's even hitting my mom. She asked me what if she didnt want me to leave. I was like well it's a little to late for that (BTW- My cousin is in my room belting out "Flavor of the Week" by American Hi-fi LOL). And my friends are starting to say OMG you're leaving. Don't leave. It's probably gonna hit me on the way there. I've been packing all day, and it's not even in there why I'm doing it. Gosh this is gonna be different. Whoever's reading this, pray I can do this, and do it excellent.

My family is all around me right now jamming to some Aretha Franklin CD, and they just made me get up and do this silly dance my aunt does to "Freeway of Love", and just a second ago they were all belting out "Respect". They're all crazy! But I'm gonna miss them. Not too long ago they were all listeing to Barry White and Mom made us do this dance w/ her. It was pretty fun. I'm gonna miss the craziness of my family, even if it is kinda dorky. Hey, Im a dork too. :)

I'm almost gone...

...but I'm still here...